Not today

I know many of you are wondering but the answer is no. I have an email into my agency to see what and when the next step is. I'm just ticked off right now. But don't worry, I'll cycle through the "numb and can't think about this anymore" to the "I'm sad and I want my little boy" to the "I'm sick and want to throw up". I'm wondering exactly how long my body (and my family) can handle this growing psychosis....