An apology of sorts

Ok, now that I've made everyone afraid to say anything to me, I do want to apologize for being a bit confrontational in my earlier post. I guess I could have waited until I was a little less edgy (like maybe in 7 weeks...) to post but one of the purposes of this blog is therapy for me. I've always been able to work things through better when I put it on paper (or computer). I also want to be authentic in my faith and our journey to bring Caleb home. Often this journey, though so worth it, is one of difficulty, challenge and frustration. I never want anyone to read my blog and think that everything was so rosy, that I am some saint who handles everything with such patience and grace. Obviously that isn't true! So I'm sorry if the shock value of this morning was a bit high. I can't promise that it won't happen again in the next couple of months but I really do appreciate the support that everyone has shown us. So don't be afraid of the hormonal mother to be - just send me fine chocolates and no one will get hurt...